She sat there crying and crying..
Her eyes wet with tears.. As every tear was about to fall her sorrow became intense..
There was no one she can share her grief.. No one to hug her and say everything would be al right..
She understood that everything has ended..
She stood before the mirror..She saw her eyes fully wet with tears.. Her cheeks cleaned with tears..
Her nose red and her blonde hair like a feather flying in the air.. She wasn't able to accept the truth that she is alone.. She is completely drained off..
She is a typical girl.. Very outspoken, very sweet, very industrious, very mature, and very beautiful both from inside and outside too.. She has her own dreams, her own way of making life decisions,her own way of handling things and people.. But being a girl she couldn't express anytime.. Not even before and not even now..
Domination was more whenever she tried to express her own feelings.. Her interests, her freedom, and her enjoyment were all taken away from her as she was a GIRL..She cried unseen and unheard many nights.. "What is my life? Why am I like this? And why the hell am I alone?"
Smiling in happiness is something unknown to her.. unknown than a stranger..Her hope and courage were alive though she couldn't smile any time from her heart.. She always wished to be her true original her, but now that became a dream again.. People whom she wanted with her were always far away from her.. That distance if sometimes were miles, then sometimes it were worlds.. She never told this to anyone.. Only thing she did was being happy and normal though she wasn't..She always wished for the happiness of people around her, especially her loved ones.. She was never bothered by many people.. Many would hate her but started loving her later by viewing her originality..
She was never given a place that she truly deserves.. Every moment she was just treated like a girl rather than a human.. She was forced to do many things which she never liked to.. The absence of free dom in her life and many mentally disturbing incidents made her life miserable and in a short period of time she lost balance her in life.. Mentally and physically.. And by the time she regained back her balance she lost what she wanted to gain..
Many less incidents made her smile from her heart.. And over that she expected something but something else was in store for her.. She was in a literal prison and all her emotions were chained inside..
She was remembering all these standing before the mirror but tried to gain the little hope left with her.. that hope which was always with her.. And made her smile seeing herself again.. A smile of hope that someday and at sometime everything will change.. But actually that is a smile of realization that things which already happened would never change but we should move on.. And realizing that it turned as a Smile of realization..
Her eyes wet with tears.. As every tear was about to fall her sorrow became intense..
There was no one she can share her grief.. No one to hug her and say everything would be al right..
She understood that everything has ended..
She stood before the mirror..She saw her eyes fully wet with tears.. Her cheeks cleaned with tears..
Her nose red and her blonde hair like a feather flying in the air.. She wasn't able to accept the truth that she is alone.. She is completely drained off..
She is a typical girl.. Very outspoken, very sweet, very industrious, very mature, and very beautiful both from inside and outside too.. She has her own dreams, her own way of making life decisions,her own way of handling things and people.. But being a girl she couldn't express anytime.. Not even before and not even now..
Domination was more whenever she tried to express her own feelings.. Her interests, her freedom, and her enjoyment were all taken away from her as she was a GIRL..She cried unseen and unheard many nights.. "What is my life? Why am I like this? And why the hell am I alone?"
Smiling in happiness is something unknown to her.. unknown than a stranger..Her hope and courage were alive though she couldn't smile any time from her heart.. She always wished to be her true original her, but now that became a dream again.. People whom she wanted with her were always far away from her.. That distance if sometimes were miles, then sometimes it were worlds.. She never told this to anyone.. Only thing she did was being happy and normal though she wasn't..She always wished for the happiness of people around her, especially her loved ones.. She was never bothered by many people.. Many would hate her but started loving her later by viewing her originality..
She was never given a place that she truly deserves.. Every moment she was just treated like a girl rather than a human.. She was forced to do many things which she never liked to.. The absence of free dom in her life and many mentally disturbing incidents made her life miserable and in a short period of time she lost balance her in life.. Mentally and physically.. And by the time she regained back her balance she lost what she wanted to gain..
Many less incidents made her smile from her heart.. And over that she expected something but something else was in store for her.. She was in a literal prison and all her emotions were chained inside..
She was remembering all these standing before the mirror but tried to gain the little hope left with her.. that hope which was always with her.. And made her smile seeing herself again.. A smile of hope that someday and at sometime everything will change.. But actually that is a smile of realization that things which already happened would never change but we should move on.. And realizing that it turned as a Smile of realization..
:* you shall have amazing days henceforth. Just like you hope for. :)
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